I love my family more than anything, but I don't feel excited over coming home on holidays. All my friends do but I don't.
I like it at college hostel more than at home. I miss everyone all the time but when I get to home, there are few things I just can't help but not like.
The annoying thing is that my father doesn't much support tuition. Also, he thinks of me as a great tutor and has a lot of faith in me as I had taught my brother in 10th board and sister in 12th. It feels bad to disappoint him, but I also want good for my brother. I don't want him to be dependent on me as I'm not sure if I can.
I like it at college hostel more than at home. I miss everyone all the time but when I get to home, there are few things I just can't help but not like.
My father wants me to teach my younger siblings whenever I come, which is totally a reasonable thought as long as I've studied that subject before, but he wants to teach my brother economics, a subject I've neither studied nor I'm interested to.
The annoying thing is that my father doesn't much support tuition. Also, he thinks of me as a great tutor and has a lot of faith in me as I had taught my brother in 10th board and sister in 12th. It feels bad to disappoint him, but I also want good for my brother. I don't want him to be dependent on me as I'm not sure if I can.
Also, I kind of like it at hostel. Having my private space and time. Even though neither my family is restrictive nor I'm much of a 'hangout' person, yet I like being all on my own.
I don't like feeling this way. I really don't want to. I feel very guilty. What am I supposed to do?
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